It's been 5 days since the incident...I can still vividly see the images inside my head...
I feel so all alone, like the whole world is against me. I can now only rely on myself and nobody else. I just don't know if I am strong enough to face this, or if I still have some courage left to carry on. The people I thought who will be there for me even in times of trouble have forsaken me. Now I know what it feels like to have nothing, what's it like to have it all then in just one snap...I could curse, procrastinate and just waste my life, I could get even but a part of me is stopping me. I'm still wondering, why so sudden? I wasn't even able to prepare myself...